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Bratski2890
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Name: Brittany
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 2/8/1990
Interests: Music(tons of it), guitar( I suck),friends(luv ya and miss ya Hills!), my NJ bands(Jersey!)MCR,Senses Fail,Armor for Sleep(there's so many awesome bands from Jersey so I won't list them all!) and my daily dose of Canadians, Simple Plan!I luv Green Day,Nirvana,No Doubt, and the Red Hot Chili Peppers.Their my roots!I luv hangin with my friends,shopping,going to the movies,and just having a good time...and drinking too much coffee, which has no affect on me what so ever.
Expertise: I don't have any... I suck at everything...except knowing every song possible just ask my friends.I breath music!When I rele get into a band, I literally learn everything about the band as humanly possible.If I were to meet the band though...I wouldn't even be able to talk.Ironic ain't it?
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  Bratski2890
Member Since:
11/15/2004
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http://www.myspace.com/bratski2890 sadly yes I have become addicted blame my friends, I luv you guys. I saw Harry Potter over the weekend it was awesome as always go see it. Went to the game on Saturday and were going to Giants Stadium I can't wait! Good game boys! lol also made a fool of myself Saturday, lets not even go there I'm such a moron. | | |
| Tonight was supposed to be awesome...It started out that way and it just totally crash and burned right in my face. I don't even wanna have to relive it by typing it here so I'll just leave u with this:
You speak to me
I know this will be temporary
You ask to leave
But I can tell you that I've had enough
I can't take it
This welcome is gone and i've waited long enough
to make it
and if you're so strong you might as well just do it alone
and I'll watch you go
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I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
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you dont want this anymore
cause there is no sense in holding
to peace of mind thats stolen.....
furthermore, opinions and thoughts of you
have turned into, maybe nothing of the kind
I feel I've wasted so much emotion, words, and time.......
now its plain to see
that you have given up on everything
everything and me
things change in the worst ways.......
so I thought I'd let you know
what its like to have your chest ripped
open and your heart pulled out to show
so i thought id let you know
what its like to have you ribs unsewn
and your heart cold and exposed
It used to be
that you would give up on everything
everything for me
but things change in the worst ways..........
so i thought id let you know
what its like to have your heart ripped out
leaving your chest empty and cold
so i thought I'd let you know
what its like to have your chest ripped open
and your heart left out to show
I just thought I'd let you know......
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I stole your heart
Ripped it out
And smashed it on this floor
You have no need for such a useless thing
Broken, forever more.
Thanx KEG 
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| This week is already sucking. I thought it was gonna be another rele good week....but it's not :(. I thought after having the worst October ever my November would look up a little. I mean don't get me wrong Friday was the best night of my life but that's over and the rest of the month so far looks like suxville. I can't wait till the new year I desperately need to start fresh! | | |
| Yeah the dude singing in the music video,Tom ,from the Plain White T's...he touched my shoulder! AHHH! | | |
| OMFG Friday was the best night of my life...well besides when I went to Warped Tour but I think I enjoyed Friday night even more! I went with TIna and Dylan to go see Simple Plan, my favorite band of all time. I don't give a fuck what anyone says about them, they will always be my fav and there's nothing you can do to make me stop listening and seeing them.Soooooo anyway...We got there a tiny bit late. There was a rele bad accident on 280(hope everyone was ok!) and we went to white castle(yummy!) and the lady that talks on the navigation system is rele funny. I wish she was the swearing navigation system tho that woulda been funny! OMFG the show was amzing though. We missed paramore :( but I know for a fact they're awesome. I woulda met the band except the guys in the band especially the brothers are rele hot and I woulda done something stupid. I hear they're awesome tho SP said they were so I believe them. But when we get there I hear the plain white t's from outside the center and i'm singing along with every friggin song they did. They rele put on a show! I heard them do only one, saw them do sad story, stop(i'm pretty sure it was stop i'm rusty on the old stuff!) and then of course they did take me away! I tried to get a pic of the band but they walked off rele fast. So when they left Tina left and came back and she was like I got my stuff signed by the band i was like wtf!? they're actually out there so she goes yeah go see them so off me and dylan go and I buy my poster and dylan gets his poster and cd. We found TOM(holy shit I luv him!) and he's like watching me struggle to open Dyl's cd(told you I would do something stupid if front of someone hot guaranteed!) and then I said "Tom", but it was so faint you could barely hear me but he saw that I had been standing there for awhile and he was like hey and i asked him if he could sign our stuff. He said sure and he signed Dyl's cd and my poster. I had dyl's poster too and he goes " DO you want me to sign that one too(he pretty much new I was a majorly nervous dork but I mean what was I supposed to do I mean I'm meeting the lead from one of my favorite bands!)and I said yay thanx so he signed that one and he goes thanx guys and he puts his hand on my shoulder then walked away.....i was like holy shit....he just touched my shoulder. I kept my kewl until he was at least 10 feet away and I started to shake like a leaf. He was so sweet tho. So we go back in see straylight run(they did hands in the sky yay!) and they were awesome. Then I stayed while the rest of our gang met straylight run and got pix w/ them(they're rele awesome pix!) they're a really nice and awesome band. Then we waited around 15-30 mintues and SP comes on. It was just amazing everytime I think about it or tell the stories bout what happened my heart just raced. I was so happy you have no idea. They did a bunch of songs from No Pads, No Helmets...Just Balls and Still Not Getting Any...(Yeah right! lol). I was so dissappointed when I heard they were doing a bunch of covers on their last tour and I couldn't see them...but they made me the happiest girl in the world and did all their covers pretty much. They did some improv and a little p.diddy or sorry diddy and they did P.I.M.P. and Drop It Like It's Hot and they did I Believe In a Thing Called Loved(OMG Pierre was so hot doing that lol and had some interaction with David. You can just guess what they were doing/saying during the song)they also did Happy Together. I also have to say Pierre's voice was amazing Friday night I felt like i was listening to them recorded they were awesome. We did a little chant for Chuck when he came out lol. David spit on us too, u know how he chugs a mouth full of water and sprays it onto the audience!? Yeah we got it! I mean you might think it's gross but to us it was awesome,being sprayed by one of the hottest and sweetest guys on Earth. lol It was rele funny too when we all pretty much screamed in reply saying we're French Canadian!I'm french! lol and they were like u know we invented French Kissing so thanx for spreading it around. And they talked a lot about high school and Pierre was like u know the girls here are way much hotter than the ones that went to my high school( I mean I thought that was rele cute but It was impossible since I was there!)They said some funny shit tho I wish I could remember it all! Some of it will gradually come back to me! I wanna make a set list for myself of the songs they play lol. It was a rele nice long set. And OMFG they all noticed me at least once! Pierre and David nodded and pointed at me a bunch of times, Jeff saw me twice including the one time I screamed "Yeah Jeff!" and he saw me and smiled and did this little nod thing. And Seb and Chuck nodded at me Seb started to like play his guitar in our direction. But the highlight was when no one was finally waving I put up my hand, waved, and Pierre saw and gave this big smile and waved back at me! I mean the lead from my all time favorite band waved at me. I mean I don't care if I sound pathetic and sound like a 12 yr old giddy girl fuck it. I mean I've though he was the hottest thing since I was 12 and I've been going crazy catching them on TV, Radio and trying to go to one of their shows and I've finally done it I can die happy!I was just so tickled pink that he waved to me. For the first minute I was in denial but then I was like hell he waved to me I mean I looked around and no one else was waving and he was looking directly at me( I hope my face didn't burn his retinas!).I still just can't believe it it'll be something I never forget. David was so sweet he was high fiving so many fucking ppl and he was always playing as close to the audience as possible. They threw a bunch of pix and water bottles and towels into the audience. Then at the end David was waving goodbye to everyone and Pierre was high fiving the audience. My mom was like you should brought your pass and waved at them to see what happened. I wish she woulda told me ahead of time but as usual she doesn't!But it was just awesome the best time of my life! O I just remembered more stuff they said let me put it down before I forget. When they first come out they were like hmm I think this place is named after Tom from the Plain White T's, Toms River get it haha. And they were saying how we were their loudest crowd so far(impressive since it was such a small venue compared to the others they've played) and thy go you know we should schedule a second date here, and you all know what happens on the second date right!?(Unfortunately I wouldn't know since I'm pathetic and have never been on a "date")lol they're too funny. They were so sweet at the end saying how they're gonna try their best to come back and how we're so supportive and how they would be nothing without us and how me make them so happy and how were the greatest fans in the world and David was knealing and high fiving ppl and they were all just shouting thank you I mean I don't give a shit was other ppl say they're one of the most generous,loyal,giving, and sweetest bands you will ever meet, and they rele do appreciate their fans cuz they're one of the bands that realize w/o us they wouldn't be where they are. But I think that was definitely the best night of my life. Hopefully pictures will be done soon! Last night was awesome I went to Tanya and Caitlin's Sweet 16 it was so much fun I could totally be a club girl I love just dancing with a bunch of my friends. I totally went loose when they played my humps(lol SP luvs them some Fergie, especially Pierre and Chuck!) I was just going crazy on the dance floor! I had the best time. I looked like shit, but I had fun getting that way. Tanya and Caitlin looked like rock stars and the party was rele nice.Shane was great when he sang and Tina....OMFG she amazes me I gotta give her props she did an awesome rendition of Breakaway. She's going somewhere. Lol I luv when Casey said u were awesome Tina, call me when ur famous! That was classic. haha I think by far tho my favorite was Christa as Nancy(Sid and Nancy duh!) haha she was perfect! I had a blast tho. I can't wait til Tina's sweet 16 now. I finally figured out what my ideal sweet 16 would be: I would have a giant Sixteen Candles themed party and Fall Out Boy and Panic! at the Disco would do a concert at my party and then just hang around with everyone at the end(but they would hang with me the most since it would be my b-day!). That's never gonna happen though. As of right now I'm not having a sweet 16. No biggie I guess. I can't wait till this weekend I get to meet the All American Rejects! I wanna see them in concert but I got screwed outta that cuz Dad has a party l8er that night. I just hope everything on Saturday works out  . I'm done blogging. Peace Out \/.Rock Out \m/ .
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